i have decided to drop the issue of my last journal. i believe him much more than i believe her and therefore...skrew what she says.
as for everything else.... some people really should be shot

i feel like there should be more to this journal; like it doesnt say much. especially after the day ive had, half awesome... half hell. maybe i dont care anymore. i dont care what they say. i dont care what they think, or do. i have a friend who says its rather easy to pretend you dont care, and that after awhile, you really dont care anymore.